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Tiny Dancer - Elton John: Hold me closer...

Don't Let the Sun Go Down On Me - Elton John: This song just makes me happy the instant I hear it. 'Because losing everything is like the sun goin' down on me.'

My Immortal - Evanescence: Whether or not I like admitting this song is beautiful doesn't change the fact that it is. Amy Lee's voice has absolutely no breaking point.

Pollen and Salt - Daphne Loves Derby: 'You've left me with such a silent world, where evenings are calm but I'm restless. And my breath has become as thin as the wind.'

Hopeless Love - Daphne Loves Derby: 'You demand to be chased for your love. My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long, but you don't care at all. There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me.'

Ever So Sweet - Early November: 'I just found a friend in one of your lies, to treat me so nice. I can't believe my bones when they say so many things. They tell me I am fine. Believe me I try...'

Our Hell - Emily Haines: 'What I thought was in is missing out. What I thought was it, isn't now. There's a pattern in the system. There's a bullet in the gun. That's why I tried to save you, but it can't be done.'

If It Means a Lot to You - A Day to Remember: This song is so, so amazing. It's so sad, and it makes you sad when you listen to it. There's not many songs that can do this. There's a point in time where the lead singer and the girl guest vocalist build up to a climax and it's just beautiful.

Save Tonight - Eagle Eye Cherry: This may be typical, but you can't listen to this song and not think of a wonderful time in your life.

Doctor Blind - Emily Haines: Another gorgeous song from the front girl of Metric.

Beautiful Tonight - Eric Clapton: Everyone should have a great slow dance to this song at least once in their lives.

Midnight Highway - Daphne Loves Derby: 'Your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night, this idle hour just won't pass. I've never missed you this much, never thought I would. Didn't think you'd feel so far away.'

Trolley Wood - Eisley: This song just has a pure sound to it, and her voice brings you to a better place.

Dream a Little Dream of Me: I love this classic song. Any song from the 30s-50s makes me feel amazing. I'd be surprised if you've never heard this song before.

Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional: This song plays such a huge role in everyone's high school career. And this song makes everyone think of someone special from high school.

What am I thinking? Where is my mind? It's all over the place, that's where.

This has been a crazy few days. A crazy week. So much has gone wrong for so many people. And I'm trying my best to be there for everyone, but now I can't stop thinking. My mind won't slow down, it won't let me relax or have a moment of sanity. I just want a day of no drama, no problems. A day where my faith is renewed in the world, because right now, things aren't looking so good.

This is also why I don't believe in God. No God would ever, EVER, put people through some of the shit I'm seeing. No one should have to go through these things. No one should have to feel this miserable. No one should have to deal with so many problems. It's horrible. And there's nothing I can do to change anything, and that kills me.

...it's time for a private post.